The Y

You fill my heart... fuller everyday
<3
ilyk

somewhere in between... (Space)

i love you earth, air, water and sky... i love it all and all of you.

the E

How else can i sum up this picure more than it does it self.
I've felt like loving more lately... i feel like a haven't been loving
as much as i could have. and i personally love to love,
so loving just a bit more than i do makes me happy

so i ask you, try and love more!

Found this and snapped this shot one day out in kensington
with my lovely Kalan, and we were spending the day together
and just loving eachother... then i came across this
:)

the V..

For the third picture, its unique :)

Its a heart made by the moon.

This picture shows that not only the things that are obvious, can show love or thier heart...
the things we see every day that may seem meaningless or just simple have love to share aswell.
Love comes from everything and anything we know.

The O

Today the second picture is this...

Its of a heart shaped rock, or a rock heart.
<3 <3 <3

Picked this picture of the rock heart cause...
well that's how a lot of people are feeling right now.
they've finally realized January is over and the "Love" month has begun.
well well well.. either you enjoy the month or dread it.
I hear the single people say
"ugh. a holiday to make singles feel like shit and boyfriends and girlfriends to empty their wallets"
and people whom are compassionate but not single to reply
"you don't have to empty your wallet. I'm cooking my girl dinner, gonna watch a movie and just enjoy each others company. We both are broke, and honestly, materialistic gifts are unnecessary to me."

That's what I'm talking about! this guy has got it right and I know if his GF
sees that well she will be very pleased with him no doubt..
the only thing is she will know not to expect a gift, haha.

So for all the stone cold rock heart people out there whom i can just for short call "Single"
and who despise this month just because of the simple fact you are jealous of love,
and oh very very single,  its OK.  be upset, but just know that while you waste your
time sobbing and taking it out on other people, you could have used that time
to actually find someone you might love in the future and spend valentines with...
SOMEONE!!!
these people aren't even just pissed off for the one day in the middle, they're
unhappy the whole god dam month.

just a little thought. :)
hope this doesn't offend anyone, purely my opinion, no facts <3

Thinking about the L word

Today i couldn't get the idea and everything that comes along with it out of my head.
It kept creeping up on me like an unexpected surprise I knew was coming...



Valentines day is drawing near.

<3   <3   <3

February is the month that holds this day within its 28 days..

So if i have this correct, they have chosen, singled out one specific day..

to what is it exactly? love that special someone?

buy that person chocolates in cardboard heart shaped cut out boxes

that they won't eat anywaysor buy the individual long stemmed red roses,

 which will present beauty for about a day then

quickly fade and become brittle to the touch.. (resembling the relationship you are in?)

Why not give something that lasts that they can hold on to, keep looking at, and maybe

actually rip up or break them selves when they see necessary.

Something that actually has a meaning behind it, and lasts longer than a day.

I find it absurd to have one day, why not have February just be a whole 28 days

of love love love?

So i am going to have a countdown of this lovely month starting today..

with a picture depicting expressions of love or someone or something that resembles love

I will also be including stories of how each day for myself worked, with me trying to give more

love to the special ones all around me whom i LOVE.<3

Photoshoot

I got a photo shoot done finally! Now that one is out of my system, I'm ready for another one.

The weather had gotten actually nice for a while and that not only got me in a better mood

but made me more creative with what i wanted to do. Some outside shots, some inside.

Laurel was an amazing model for me, as she always is. She is a great friend of mine

whom i actually hadn't seen in quite some time so this was nice.

I got to photograph the shorts I've been wanting to show, so i was excited about that, the only thing was it was super dark out when i was able to do it and we had to stick inside mostly. The pictures didn't work out exactly how i wanted for the shorts but I hope to have another one with them featured in it as well, but an outside/summer one.

This picture also presents the coin necklace that was also my mothers.

This Picture i think is awesome,
the set up of everything. Usually I do things pretty basic, but the environment I enjoy.

Here Laurel is wearing a vintage leather zip up bustier (my mothers)
an over sized tank with lace up along both sides from Zara
Lace Leggings Talula
Suede lace up heeled boots from Spring
Jewelery Mothers vintage bangles


The hair is just simple bun, out of the way, and beautiful.  With the pastel pinks and the bun i got a ballerina vibe from it, which i loved!

THE PINK COUCH
My mother found it when i was young and has always wanted to recover it or do something with it, i love it and won't let her touch this beautiful thing. Its so cute and little too, just adorable.

I love her Blue eyes and the red vintage watch.

This is my mothers old fox fur coat, its absolutely stunning to see, feel and have on.

Its shorter with a big heavy rim around the neck.

The lining is beautiful, a light grey silk with a black star design.